purell is my new bestfriend.

sorry blogspot...
im kinda over you if i dont have a camera...
which is why i haven't posted in forever and a day.
im exhausted.
physically, mentally, in every way possible.
i need to end the late ass nights and stop trying to make it thru the day on 4 hours of sleep.
and this whole flu thing is starting to scare me, even tho i know its not thaaat serious.
im stocking up on purell tomorrow.
hah but on a more positive note...
-summer is just a month away
-testing is over
-late starts
- aLOT of birthdays coming up. and mine!
-starting drivers ed.
annnndd...
-more LA trips

hes soooo hot, and is this not the most legit picture?
ahahah

with that im off to bed :)
peace.

25.

haha so this has been going around and ive been tagged like 10 times on facebook but now im finally getting around to actually doing it :)

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.


1. I judge people I don't know yet based on what they're wearing. I know its bad. Actually its horrible. I try to stop but I've been doing for as long as I can remember. Its probly one of my worst habits.

2. I hate san leandro. Actually I don't like most of the bay area, other than SF and berkley. I'm waaaayy happier in southern california and I'm moving there as soon as I can.

3. I love listening to peoples stories and problems. Ahah for some reason its hella interesting.

4. I grew up way too fast and I'm very mature for my age. People have always been telling me this but I didn't actually realize it for myself till a little while ago. Outside of my school friends, I hang out with people who are a lot older.

5. I hate it when people wear shorts and uggs. WTF. If its cold enough to wear boots why is ur dumbass in shorts? Soo not cute.

6. I have blonde moments aLOT. Haha everyone is used to it by now so they automatically explain things twice to me. Lol

7. I always have to have my nails painted. I honestly could not tell you the last time I've left the house without nail polish on.

8. Im usually the quiet one, mostly if im around people i dont know very well yet.

9. I want to either go into personal styling, fashion merchandising, photograpghy graphic design, or advertising.

10. I like being productive, but I'm really lazy. I hate sitting at home not doing anything though.

11. Coco Chanel and Bob Marley are my idols. Haha soo random, I know.

12. I havee a small tiny little problem with shopping too much. if I'm bored, sad, mad...anything... I shop. I never have money! Ahaha

13. I have bracelets on all the time. Like seriously they never come off. they're all from someone important. :)

14. I loooove shaun white!! Haha he's the hottest snowboarder eveerr ever ever.

15. I cannott live without my ipod. Its always with me.

16. I love more unknown brands like dimepiece, hellz bellz, joyrich, free people and johnny cupcakes because you won't see as many people around wearing them.

17. SF, berkley, del mar, LA, and santa barbra are my favorite places ever.

18. I can't ever stick with anything. I've done ballet, tap, jazz, gymnastics, volleyball, guitar, art lessons, swim team, and a bnunch of other things but I can never choose one and keep it up.

19. I like to read, just none of that old shit we have to read in school. Hahah suprising right?

20. Nothing hotter than a guy with skinny jeans and gauges.

21. I'm very organized. I always have to-do lists in my phone, write things in a calendar, and have to have my whole room organized. If its messy it will bother me untill I fix it, even if I'm not at home.

22. I've known a lot of my closest friends since preschool.

23. im super-addicted to my blackeberry. another thing i alwayss have on me.

24. I used to be really good at school, but now im failing a lot of my classes.

25. I dont feel like tagging people. Soo feel free to do it yourself! ahah.



OH....
im gonna be in LA again on this weekend but will someone pleaseeeeee go and tell me how much good shit they had.
and buy me stuff if you're feeling nice.... :)

peacee.

spring break

Spring break was the shit. I'm at LAX right now and I sooo don't wanna leave! Its back to boring ass school tmrw -_-
But starting on wed.let's see...
Kristy, ellie and jack picked me up from the airport and we went out to lunch then back to their house and then we went tanning for like 3 hours. Later that night ellie had work and my auntie and uncle went out, so kristy and I went shopping and cooked. Pei pei came over and we ate with her and jack.
Hmm.
The next day we woke up heeelllla late, tanned until ellie had work, then kristy and I went shopping with pei pei to get all the last minute stuff we needed for the river. After that we went home to get ready then met up with ellie at red robin to eat. Ahahaaha and kristy got the manager to pay for everything since they had hellllaa bad service. After that we went to steven, aaron, and mikes house in solana beach. Its soo funny cuz solana beach is considered "ghetto". AHAHAH when we were driving to their house I was expecting it to be all scary with bars on the windows and shit, but its actually soooo nice. Anyyyways I met steven and aaron and miken, and they were all very chill :). We just did hookah at their house for a few hours and it was really fun.
By the time we got back it was like 2 am so we crashed.
Next day we left around 12 to head out to the river!
The car ride was soo long but it was me, ellie, kristy, and pei pei in our own car so it wasn't bad at all. Ellie and I got winked at by some hot guys at in-n-out. LOL. We got stuck in abt 2 hrs of traffic cuz there was a semi-truck that had flipped over :( it was really sad cuz there's nooo way the driver had survived that. We finally got to lake havasu and basically just set up tents and went to sleep.
The next day it was ugly and cloudy, so we just went around on the jetskis all day. Then that night ellie, austin, aaron and I had a sleepover. Lol we stayed up until 5 in the morning around the fire. We didn't get back to our own tent till like 6 and then we woke up at 8 the mext morning to go on the boat trip to the sandbar. I have nooo idea how we didn't crash all day but we were fine.
Yesterday we drove home, and ellie and I went shopping and out to dinner since it was my last night. And now I'm at the airport :(
I reallyyy dnt wanna go back to school tmrw. Ughh. As soon as I get home I havta do a ton of homework and laundry and just get things ready for tmrw. Then when heather gets out of school were gonna go eat I think. Ahaha I'm hella bored and hungry right now but I dnt wanna get up and not be able to find my gate, cuz I'm sure it will happen. OH and my dumbass ipod AND camera broke this week!! So I only have pictures of about the first 3 days or so, but I'll put them up when I get home.
Sorry for this being so freaking long. Lol I'm bored out of my mind sitting here. Planes abouta leave tho.

Peacee.
Oh and haveee fun in 6th period nicole! :) lol

L.A. :)

Omg. I'm so so soo bored. At the airport super early. It was hella weird cuz I've flown by myself hella times before, but I've either been young enough to have a flight attendent take me everywhere, or at least been with my sister or a friend. Hahaha so OF COURSE I was worried about everything last night cuz i can find a way to stress about anything. Lol. But I'm sitting at the gate right now and everything was cooool. Hah. The airport is like deserted as fck tho. And I have all my luggage with me, so I cnt really just walk around. Pretty much just stuck sitting here for another 2 hours or so. Fun right? Oh and my dumbass blonde self almost got onto a flight to seattle! Hahahah hella embarrasing. So yeah. Asideee from that nothing too interesting. I wnt have cell service once we get to the river so ima be like cut off for a week :(
Omg. Monte vistas whole damn girls lax team is on my flight. How fckn annoying.
Ahhhh and there's like 3 babies. This would happen. Anywayss ima go find something to do to occupy myself for two hrs -_-

my yesterdays are gone...

and tommorws never promised to no one.

sooo...i saw the ex boyfrann last weekend.
to say the least... it was interesting?
and awkward.
not bad, but just weird and waaay different.
i mean, obviously.
as much as i might have complained or whatever, he was a good kid.
actually no.
he wasnt a good kid, but he was a good boyfriend.
as best as he could be in the situation.
i just cant deal with the "bad boy" shit.
i put up with it for as long as i could.
i tried. i wanted it to work.
but lets just say, he definitely was NOT someone who i would be ok with meeting my parents.
and eventually he was going to have to.
but really i would like have panic attacks thinking about it.
nooo lie.
aha. and then there was the whole sneaking around thing,
that got tiring reallll fast.
and he would always expect me to be coming over. like i had no life aside from him.
and he never went to school so they would just do stupid shit all day.

BUT ...

regardless of all that, i do miss him.
and hope hes doing ok.
which i dont think he is =/
its not my responsibility to keep him in check anymore though, and as much as i wanna just fckn shake him and make him realize everything he could be doing but isnt,
i cant.
and i wont.
i hope he pulls his shit together soon tho.

aside from that....
spring break has been pretty chill and boring so far.
im gonna try to hang out with a few people before i go, since i'll be in so.cal for the rest of the week.
also i feel bad cuz im missing 2 peoples birthdays while im gone -_-
hahhh ive been hella lazy today tho, so ima actually get myself up and ready.
hopefully either going to SF or berkley today, but if not prbly will just end up going running at the lake.
haha oh...
i hella love musiq soulchild now!
i had to get the whole luvanmusiq album yesterday. :)
today and sobeautiful are my favorite songs.

hopeee everyones break is good.
peace.

your blondeee is showing

uhm. so yeah.
im not sure what im doing wrong...
i've been doing better in school.
not missing classes.
turning in everything.
going to tutoring.
not being late.
retaking tests.


idk what the fuck else you want me to do.
im trying... i really am.
when i actually start making an effort....thats when you decide to bitch at me?
it makes no type of sense.
whatevvs.
im really just done with it all.
bitch all you want.
ground me.
take away my phone.
cancel my spring break trip.
youre the one whos gonna end up looking dumb when you think back and realize you had
absoulutely no reason for doing any of it.
and you dont want me to get a job?
ok..... have fun paying for all my shit for another year?
im off to bed.
not even in the mood to deal with anything/anybody right now.
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Teacher- Everyone of your names means something! Does anyone know what their name means?
Nicole- Leith means Blonde!

ahahahahahah

spring break :)

Yay :)
I'm in 6th period right now, and we were at the library picking up our new books, and I got an email from southwest with all my ticket info for spring break!!! Which meannsss...
All I have left to do is go shopping and go on a diet! Hahah.
Xoxo
Peace.