not the best.

lately everything has been...just not good.

theres a lot of decisions to be made.

i dunno.

i definitely needa reconsider my reasons for doing alot of things.

because lately they havent been for myself, but for other people. 

=/

grades have been slippin more than usual lately. and it seems like as soon as i'm able to get them up, they go right back down again.

basically everything has just been going downhill. and its not even like all this suppperr bad stuff is happening, its just a bunch of little things. i needa get myself organized.

and focus on school and nothing else.

i know ive said this before.

and probably more than once, too. but this time its different.

i literally have nothing else going on.

ended everything with any recent guys-they were just distractions.

see... that shows im serious.

aha.

and as boring as thats gonna be, its what i'm realizing i actually need to do.

at the same time, i would much rather just forget about school and all that but im gonna be responsible.

and i am NOT tryina go to summer school for any more classes. 

so hopefully i can stick with it. we'll see how it works out. 

other than that... not much else has been happening. 

on friday i went out to dinner with my fam. for my mom and aunties birthday.

today i woke up late and just chilled around the house.

then heather and i got bored so we went to see the jonas brothers movie.

AHAH.

omg that shit was soo funny.

there were little girls in there like singing along with every song.

haha it was suchhh a waste of $15 cuz the movie sucked, and they definitelyyy cannot sing.

but it was still fun and we got some cool glasses at least right?

ahahah.

dont have much planned for tmrw either.

i havta clean out my closet and reorganize all this stuff in my room.

i'll put pics up of everything im planning on giving away, 

so go ahead and hit me up if ur interested in any of it.

also i have hella hw to catch up on -_-

then going over to jordys sometime to help him with some stuff.

then going to this little dinner party thing later at night.

so yeah. nothing exciting.

oh and my macbook was starting to get laggy so i was cleaning it out and found all these random pictures.

haha enjoy.

ohh and kid cudi has a new song. it was prod. by kanye west so i knewww it was gonna be good, and it is.

Sky Might Fall-Kid CuDi

check it.

& sorry for the hot mess i am right now.

i'll be back on my game sooner or later.

sooner hopefully tho.

haha.

well im going out to just chill with friends. 

i need to get my mind off things.

peace.

i thought it was cute. hadda take a pic. aha

lmaooo 3D glasses

aww r.i.p.

jordans shoes

on the sidewalk in SF. ahahah