happy holidays :)

sooo winterbreak is finally here. up until this week i've had like no time to just relax. school is so...ugh. too many things to worry about. i need to bring my grades up really quick. almost as soon as we get back we have finals...which is retarded b/c almost everyone else gets to have them over with before break. im hella scared cuz if i dont do well on my bio and math finals then i'll be failing. =/ haha so until we have to be back at school im trying to not even think about it. also, i've been annoyed all week cuz stupid guys. once i see something that i want...i have to have it. so even though a lot of people told me not to even talk to this guy...i didnt listen, and now i kinda regret it cuz the whole thing was just a waste of time. im pretty sure if i wanted it bad enough i could have it...but its not even worth the effort anymore. its just annoying cuz i hate it when people start something without finishing it. but whatever. nm i can do now. anyways...i just got back from santa barbara with the fam for the weekend. it was hellllla fun. i love it there. there's soo many hot guys and also a lot of good shopping. i got to go to juicy, lucky, betsey johnson, urban outfitters, and a really big nordstroms. i looked for the steve madden boots i wanted but they only had them in an ugly brown color, or gray, which i already have. i got really cute tube socks from juicy couture though, and a lot of other stuff too. :D i was trying to get all of my xmas shopping done while i was there, but i ended up only getting stuff for myself =/ which meeeeannns...imma have to do it all tomorrow. :( ugh i dont even want to think about how crowded the mall is gonna be. lol thats what i get for putting it off till the last minute tho. we have a lot of family staying at our house already, and even more people coming tmrw...so yay for that. haha. i dnt even know  what our plans actually are for xmas yet. pictures coming soon :)

happy holidays!

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